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lyrics
One crack,
Hairline fracture now a heart attack
It's moving through my bones, and I
Don't know how I'll get to sleep tonight
At least I'm feeling something
Other than disdain
Carved it out from nothing,
Into righteous pain
Righteous pain
Once more,
I close my eyes and now I'm in the door
I'm bleeding from my hand, it seems
That I'll always come here in my dreams
At least I'm dreaming something
Other than your plans
Thrown into that fire,
A sacrificial lamb
Yes I am
Cruelty that we throw around with ease among each other
The way you acted on that night it made me run for cover
Used to be that girl on stage and man they used to love her
It's just as well cause I can't tell this fresh hell from another
Had to learn to walk away
Swore someday for you there would be hell to pay
But sure as shit you stand, and sure as shit you rise
The only comfort I have is I didn't die
The only solace I hold is I'm still alive
As I breathe and as I sigh
Still alive I'm still alive
As I breathe and as I sigh
Still alive I'm still alive
Breathe in,
I don't even know where to begin
It's chipped away my head, my spine
All those things that I once felt were mine
At least I'm scared of something,
Something I can feel
Fear of missing out it has
Lost all it's appeal
It's just not real
Cruelty that we throw around with ease amongst each other
The way you acted on that night it made me run for cover
Used to be your girl on stage and man you used to love her
It's just as well cause I can't tell this fresh hell from another
It's just as well cause I can't tell this fresh hell from another
credits
released February 17, 2023
Written and Produced by Maria Christina Eisen and Nick Oddy
Performed by:
Rosa Avila: Drums
Marco Benevento: Hammond B2, RMI Electra-Piano 368x,
Farfisa Compact Combo, Baldwin Discoverer
Jackie Coleman: Trumpet
Maria Christina Eisen: Vocals, Tenor and Alto Saxophones,
Yamaha CS60
Aani Kisslinger: Trombone
Adam Minkoff: Fender Bass, Guitars
Nick Oddy: Guitars, Arp 2600, Minimoog, Sequential Prophet 10,
EDP Wasp, Moog Opus 3, Farfisa Compact, Roland TR-808,
Univox SR-55
Recorded by:
Marco Benevento at Fred Short Recording, Saugerties NY
Nick Oddy at Bryn Llyn, Woodstock NY and Wally's, Brooklyn NY
Andy Taub at Brooklyn Recording, Brooklyn NY
Mixed by David Goldman at Musegarden Recording, New York NY
Mastered by Dave Collins at Dave Collins Mastering, Los Angeles CA
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